I am not happy today, but what
if I wake up excited tomorrow,
mesmerized by the morning star,
accepting all that’s been given,
isn’t that all I need to be myself, a
every day and next.
blast my music,
erase my thoughts,
let all that hurt slip away-
in a surreal state,
victorious over an angst-
name it nonsensical or whatever,
girl, I am at the top of my world!
if only I could wake up excited tomorrow
nevermore miserable, ~sigh~
how beautiful would the skies appear,
arrest the blacks, the greys, the whites, then
paint me some jolly walls,
polarize my wide grin, my wild hair,
in a car speeding seventy,
nobody here to rob me of words,
every fault here to hug and love,
so what if its unlikely,
she tells me I will be happy, so
I imagine believing in happiness.
hello, hi, happy to see me? sorry its takes so long for me to post, but my life is utterly dull and uninspiring. so please bear with(out) me!😅
soooo until next time!
whenever that comes✌️💛