I Imagine Believing In Happiness

I am not happy today, but what

if I wake up excited tomorrow,
mesmerized by the morning star,
accepting all that’s been given,
gladly alive!
isn’t that all I need to be myself, a
new beginning,
every day and next.

blast my music,
erase my thoughts,
let all that hurt slip away-
in a surreal state,
elated, delighted,
victorious over an angst-
infected mind!
name it nonsensical or whatever,
girl, I am at the top of my world!

if only I could wake up excited tomorrow
nevermore miserable, ~sigh~

how beautiful would the skies appear,
arrest the blacks, the greys, the whites, then
paint me some jolly walls,
polarize my wide grin, my wild hair,
in a car speeding seventy,
nobody here to rob me of words,
every fault here to hug and love,
so what if its unlikely,
she tells me I will be happy, so

I imagine believing in happiness.

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hello, hi, happy to see me? sorry its takes so long for me to post, but my life is utterly dull and uninspiring. so please bear with(out) me!😅
soooo until next time!
whenever that comes✌️💛

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